writing more
At the beginning of this year, I decided to merge all things I wrote in different corners of the internet. After 5 weeks of that experiment, I decided otherwise. My old writings are worthy in their respective contexts. Visitors of this blog are probably not interested in technical posts about Kubernetes nor political posts about Turkey. And I am not interested in writing about them here.
So, my Turkish writing will continue in bengidoom.com and technical posts in ege.dev. Deciding this was a relief—I don’t need to carry the baggage of old writings here. hypersubject.net is the home of a different persona of mine. A persona that I can use to be more personal and honest on the internet. A persona who can regularly hit publish.
I decided to create this blog after reading about the 100 Days To Offload. I thought I can write two blog posts in a week and at the end of 2026 I’ll have more than 100 posts. This sounds achievable, right? So far I wrote two posts in a week only once. So far the weekly post experiment is going well but I find it hard to write a post in the middle of the week. It’s hard not because it’s hard to find something to write about. It’s hard because things I decide to write for are too ambitious. I have these sitting in my writing backlog:
- Where is art?: Art is not about the attributes of the artwork but the position it occupies where art is presented. The status of the object as artwork is decided by the symbolic efficiency of the art institution and the symbolic capital of the artist.
- Politicism: The warning for Economism is a premature optimization as in “Premature optimization is the root of all evil.”
- The Champion of Passivity: Assuming the role of the champion for a group of people might calcify their passivity.
- Filling the uncertainty with values: Ideology, as a map of values, is useful to fill the gap between the map and the territory. One should not fear to use ideology to fill the gap but also aim for reducing the uncertainty as much as possible.
These are all topics I deeply care about. I want to write them well. I want to link these for years to come. I want others to link these. I want them to be groundbreaking. This desire is paralyzing. It’s paralyzing because I don’t have a regular practice of sitting and writing words. It feels like being put in a cage fight without doing any sparring first. I need to spar.
#100DaysToOffload is for sparring. Visakanv’s 100 things is also a sparring practice. It’s a practice of quantity over quality to get things started. I think when I decided to write two posts a week, one about a random topic and second for reflecting on the week itself, was too ambitious. Looks like I was thinking that I will only write one post during the week and it will be good.
Writing only once a week has another major problem: I let the engine get cold. I went back to the studio for sculpting after a week in Brussels. It was a disaster. I spent two hours on the bust and every point I touched became worse than before. Then I went again the next day and made a lot of progress. Pausing harmed the process and only cure was doing more.
During my career, a lot of junior engineers asked for advice to get better at programming. My advice varied from person to person but one thing was constant: “You need to write code.” I was jokingly saying “You have a lot of bad code in you. You need to vomit it out first to produce something good.” It’s funny that I don’t apply my own advice to my writing.
universe sweetheart was talking about the practice of daily blogging yesterday. Her post contains the famous quote of Scott Alexander about daily blogging: “Whenever I see a new person who blogs every day, it’s very rare that that never goes anywhere or they don’t get good. That’s like my best leading indicator for who’s going to be a good blogger.” The hardest thing about daily blogging is not finding a topic to write about. It’s structuring your day to allocate time and space for the practice. To write regularly one needs to have the habit of writing.
See you tomorrow.